I cannot give less to the people I care less and more to those I care more, simply because the command was to ‘Love one another as I have loved you‘.
Honestly, I am not sure if the day comes that I will be able to love like my Creator but what I know is I was made with the capacity to love and I must have the capacity to embrace the cross. For now, what I can do is to intentionally choose God and it is He, whom I gauge what kind of example I will be to the people around me. People are imperfect, they are bound to disappoint but they are undeniably beautiful too. I cannot gauge the kind of a person I will become to the kind of people I am around with. What I can do is to strive hard to improve myself by Heaven’s standard, in the hope that others may see Christ in me.