I really feel like I’ve been called by the Lord this year to suffer. I’ve probably mentioned it before, but yeah. This year has had no shortage of tugging at my heart spiritually, mentally and physically.
I can tell you right now though, that I do see the love that obviously comes from suffering. That all the hard work, the sacrifices, the endless amounts of prayers…the Lord really does work in everything.
I really love my household. We had a camp training yesterday and I can honestly say I’ve fallen in love with them, their yes, and everything about each individual person. Just reflecting on how the journey started with them which to be honest was pretty fast paced, I can really see how crucial it is that in every second, us as leaders and servants must only speak, act, live as Christ would.
I dunno…its a very simple reflection but the Lord still spoke to me this weekend in this way. Praise the Lord. Maybe its just exhaustion that I can’t put words together anymore for this specific reflection. I guess that’s my calling. To be tired. To be on my toes as much as I can. To be called to suffer for the sake of the people I love and grown to love.
Lord, thanks.
Deo Gloria