Bloated Needs

I rearranged my room last week. I was told that the 5-drawer cabinet will be taken to have more space in the room. At the back of my mind it’s a lot of stuff to do, to take out all the clothes or whatever was inside and put it somewhere in the closet – this means I have to rearrange my clothes in the closet, sort out again if there are stuff that I haven’t worn r used for a year (that’s my ultimate deciding factor if I can’t make up my mind if I give it away).

I noticed that I actually have a lot of clothes already – it accumulated! Most of it are gifts or hand-me-downs from CFCs. I have a pile of community shirts and some hoodies. I end up giving away 2 garbage bag-full of clothes and another bag for shoes and winter outfits. Now I can fit everything and just having what I need there…

Just having what I need there…

It is not “just” but it is really having what I need. As time passes by my personal idea of my ‘needs’ bloat that even those ‘wants’ it became a part of the need. I am reminded again of what Pope Francis said, “Certainly, possessions, money, and power can give a momentary thrill, the illusion of being happy, but they end up possessing us and making us always want to have more, never satisfied. ‘Put on Christ’ in your life, place your trust in him, and you will never be disappointed! It is the detachment of those who choose to live a sober and essential lifestyle, of those who, by sharing their own wealth, thus manage to experience fraternal communion with others. This is fundamental for following Jesus Christ and being truly Christian.” In other words choose a more humble purchase, a sober and essential lifestyle.

“Lord teach me and remind me always to choose a humble lifestyle, a sober lifestyle”

Sing to me…

Amidst the commotion and the busyness of the preparation for this conference, You still find a means to sing to my heart in ways I cannot even fathom.  You play a tune unheard of yet so familiar, a complicated melody only You have mastered.  You enchant my senses and call my true self, Your love and daughter, to complete surrender.  You envelop me with Your still small voice and enliven me with your passionate and fierce spirit.

Jesus, you were “fashioned of flesh yet you were not too proud to wear our skin”.  May we strive to be humble as we walk this earth and serve others. 

Mama Mary, please pray for our souls and for the souls whom have no one to pray for them.

A Servant For the Lord

Sitting on the bus, coming from Windsor, looking through all of the beautiful reflections that have been posted so far, I came across a short little question and reminder that came across my mind:

What does it mean to be a true servant for the Lord?

In the dictionary, it states that a servant is a person who performs duties for others. Even in a “secular” book, the definition of a servant is a person of humility; a person that submits to others. So there should be no excuse to humbling ourselves towards EVERYONE and not just towards members in the CFC Youth community. So, as servants of God, whether it is within the CFC Youth community or in the church, or wherever  else we may go, the only real way to serve is to truly put others above ourselves, ourselves last, and God first! It’s extremely hard and seemingly impossible at times, I admit, but it is also very humbling.

Let us be true servants of God, and always remember the way of our Lord!

AMDG