Restless

A good chunk of my life I considered God as a father or even a grandfather. When hurt, I was like a child running to her parents. When in need of something, always asking for help. When gifts were received, thankful for the blessings.

More lately I find myself drawn to God not through need, want or hurt but simply out of love. To know Him, and to truly love Him. There is much that is uncertain about my future or even the upcoming year. However, I do know that I desire I deeper relationship with God.

“My heart is restless, until it rests in you” –St. Augustine

My love, my love

Oh purest love

How I seek you

However far or quickly I ran

You were always near

Forever patient, gentle and kind

Through trial, through pain

Still you stayed

I fought, I argued

I turned away

Still you stayed

How gracious is your love

How sweet is your song

My love, my purest love

Forever, be here to stay

AMEN