moon and stars

In mission and in service, we will be faced with plenty of things – more good, I’m certain, but there will be days when we may have to contend with the bad. What I mean by that are those times when we feel confused  and burdened and we lose sight of the reason why we’re serving and who we’re doing it for in the first place.

I read somewhere that the Lord never gives us anything less of Himself. And as hard as it is to believe, I do trust that those bad days are the Lord’s way of still giving Himself to us. What we perceive to be terrible times in mission or service can be His way of molding and refining us to become better people. By pushing us beyond what we think are our limits, He is able to make us stretch and in the process, grow. It may be Him instilling hope and patience in us – making us remember that He has control over everything and all we really have to do is trust in Him. Or perhaps it’s His way of making us remember that we are never alone in our service because once we’re past the bad and all we see are the good, we realize that He was with us all along.

As we receive, so we must thank.

So Lord, for wanting the best… the moon and stars for us, and for everything You give us despite our shortcomings, I am thankful. For the bad and the horrible things, I am grateful. Thank you for never abandoning us, for walking with us through everything, and for letting us emerge as stronger individuals.

Why It’s Important to Tithe

Tithing is a concrete and consistent way to show that you believe in the mission, and you want to help the church/community reach the ends of the earth. It’s an investment that God multiplies a hundred fold for the conversion of hearts. Yes, your generous tithe goes a very long way, even if it’s small, because God can take a humble offering from a heart full of love, and make it something truly beautiful for His kingdom.

And he sat down opposite the treasury, and watched the multitude putting money into the treasury. Many rich people put in large sums. And a poor widow came, and put in two copper coins, which make a penny. And he called his disciples to him, and said to them, “Truly, I say to you, this poor widow has put in more than all those who are contributing to the treasury. For they all contributed out of their abundance; but she out of her poverty has put in everything she had, her whole living.”

–Mark 12:41–44

Much to Learn

Oh man..it feels great to finally be able to log onto a computer and post a reflection.

” I will not be a burden, because I do not want what is yours but You…I will most gladly spend to be spent by You. If I love more, am I to be loved less?” 

                                                                                                              -2 Corinthians 12:15

This is a verse that I am very inspired by and probably is one of my favorite verses.

It just yells self-giving… not self-giving in a way where its completely going no where…but self-giving in a way where we acknowledge that all belongs to our Lord. That in our own interior castles, we allow the Lord to walk in us..work in us. Ultimately, we want what He plans for us.

My favorite part of this verse is the very last bit, “If I love more, am I to be loved less?”

Beautiful because it ties with our theme this year in the family ministries to “Love More”, yet this verse questions, “am I to be loved less?”

Another beautiful indication that we are called to great humility. To love like our Lord did to the very end of our lives without questioning to receive back.

Oh man…so much has happened in the start of this year. I’ve learned so much AND so much has happened. I’ve been blessed blindly. I’ve been motivated in heart, mind and soul…though there is much to learn, I accept the challenge to love more!

“Are you going to do what is right or what is Easy?”

Deo Gloria

 

The Awesome Gift of Liveloud BC

Liveloud was truly an awe-inspiring event, and much of my awe had to do with how the Lord revealed His love to me through the family. Even though my own couldn’t be there, I still felt embraced with a fraternal love. I was affirmed evermore how we, the community, the church, and all of our own families, are one family in God and it was that truth that led to my joy overflowing at Liveloud.

It was incredible to see parents with their children, sisters from the Missionaries of Charity, brothers and sisters from the Archdiocese, Couples for Christ, Handmaids, Singles for Christ, CFC-Youth, and even Kids for Christ raising their hands and praising God, all 1,500 of them! I heard from a few individuals how they saw their parents raising their hands and singing. It was a bit weird for them but they were extremely happy seeing their parents praising God. How wonderful it is when families worship together. What a gift!

This event was truly a gift from God not just to our community, but to His entire church, and might I say, the entire world. This first Liveloud in BC, blessed by our shepherd, Archbishop Miller, was only the beginning and a taste of what the Lord has in store for all of us.

Now, for me, there were many highlights, but the greatest one was witnessing my fiancé honour our Blessed Mother by singing the Hail Mary prayer. My heart was utterly wrapped in the love of God in that moment and I couldn’t help but smile and feel affirmed of the Lord’s will in my life.

Here’s a clip of “Hail Mary” being sung by the whole band:

https://www.facebook.com/video.php?v=425226064307736&pnref=story

I look forward to what the Lord has in store for me and my future family, and His entire family! God is good!

Thank You, Jesus and Mama Mary. I’m just so grateful.

May we always be attuned to His still small voice in the silence of our hearts, so that we may be inspired by the Holy Spirit to love loudly for love of Him.

Ave Maris Stella! God be praised!

A new chapter begins

Literally.

CFC-Youth Winnipeg had a Cluster Collective where a lot of the changes were introduced. The biggest thing being the establishment of a new chapter. Praise God for the growth of our community here in Winnipeg!

It was really great to see not only the growth of our community, but the leaders who have really stepped up to take on their new roles.

It’s just amazing to see God work through each person to make incredible things happen. We have a new set of Couple Coordinators who are really giving their time and support for the youth. Even my sister who started here in CFC-Youth Winnipeg, is now a Couple Coordinator!

There is so much to look forward to this year! The future is filled with so much hope! I am truly blessed to be a witness of His love!

These are definitely exciting times!

 

Share Life

After serving in the community for blank many years, I still find myself trembling and feeling nervous each time I have been asked to share. I speak faster and faster because it’s the only way I can control my words so that they don’t shake and stutter at the pace of my racing heart. And this is not in the context of a conference or an assembly. This is even in the case of being placed in a moment with a stranger or a friend where I’m caught off-guard to promptly share a piece of my experiences… my struggles… my victories… my life.

Recently, I find myself in situations where I’m challenged to share the deeper depths of my heart. “Lord, I’m simply not prepared.” that’s often what I find myself thinking in these sudden moments. From pains to beyond the worldly riches, it’s hard. And I still find myself trembling, and at a loss of the right words (or any words at all) to say. The stuttering begins. Ranting. Pacing thoughts.

But whenever it is something I’ve been asked to share about weeks ahead, I have days to recollect my thoughts and filter all the moments of God’s grace in my life, and it takes it pace. When I wonder about why it has always been like this, I realized that these insecurities are the mirror actions God uses to filter His message into my life…

Share Life.

In the same way I spend days to prepare for 5 minutes of a share, life must be approached in the same manner. It is not a matter of preparing for one moment, but for a lifetime of them. Every second, every minute, every encounter should be a moment to ponder where the Lord’s love and grace stands firm so that any given moment would carry the same potential as that 5-minute mark.

God has blessed me with the life I have, not solely for myself to see the glory of God in His love for me, but so that I can be equipped with everything I need to share Life in which ever way He calls. I need simply to just have faith and trust that in everything, there was (and IS) always a purpose.

“If he would plant the seed, God would grant the crop.”

May He always be praised.
TOTUS TUUS.

Ideals

I recently read an article on the Catholic News Networks interview with Cardinal Tagle after he was appointed to the Pontifical Council of Laity. I’ve always looked up to him after watching many of his talks and sermons on the internet.

In the interview he said something that really struck out to me and I think is very relevant to the CFC community as a whole now more than ever before especially with this years theme.

The question was:

Q: How do we open the doors of those in a compassionate way without compromising the Church’s teaching?

He said that it was a matter of pastoral approach. That people who are having difficulties and struggling need the guidance of the Church all the more. That maybe in a serene manner we can allow them to understand the teachings of the Church.

He said:

“The teachings of the Church are not supposed to be oppressive. The teachings of the Church as ideals of the Christian life are actually quite liberating. When you talk about loving other people, when you talk about being truthful, when you talk about being just – those are not oppressive things. They make you better human beings.”

In community we have many ideals. In CFC-Youth alone we advocate things such as 100% Free, Greeneration, RevUp and many more. These make our identity and what we stand for.

I went to a parish base recently and a brother shared about the things he was struggling with. I told him “that was a good sharing”. I remember one time a brother tweeted me on twitter that he was struggling with drugs and he’s been clean for three months. I tweeted back at him “#praiseGod bro keep it up”.

The reality is we ALL struggle with what we advocate for because of the simple fact that we are sinners. The ideals of community aren’t there so that we can blame each other and point fingers, it’s not there so we can say that we are holier than someone who is struggling more than us.

The ideals are there so that we can encourage and affirm each other in living a more Christ centred life. It’s there so we can be better people for God. It’s there so we can love each other more.

I know we don’t have a perfect community here in CFC but I’ve come to realize it’s imperfections and I want to make it better starting with me. That’s how I know that I love this community and in the same way we should love our brothers and sisters in it.

We journey together as a community not only because we want to reach heaven, but also because we want to bring all those we love with us.