The topic of mission is a very touchy and personal subject. Although we see and hear the word almost everywhere in our community, it’s still a very intriguing subject.
How often we hear the word mission ready and no matter how many times we say we are mission ready, are we re ally wholeheartedly, mind, heart and soul readily available? Personally, the amount of YES’s I’ve said and done, there is always that hesitation that follows along.
I take into consideration the “things I bring” with me when I say yes. And the things I leave behind when I say yes. Even if I do not want to. For example; my family. One very topic heavy subject that I will always bring with me, in my thoughts and in my heart when I think about mission. But physically is the hardest thing to do. If or when the Lord calls me to greater mission, the sacrifice of leaving my family behind almost scares me – to the core. But I have yet to know the reason why it’s so difficult for me to accept that.
The fear of my loved ones not being taken care of is almost a slap to our Father’s face. I doubted Him and continue to doubt Him whenever my heart feels uneased..
I was watching a (Filipino) show and they sang this song,
Huwag kang matakot
‘Di mo ba alam nandito lang ako
Sa iyong tabi
‘Di kita pababayaan kailan man
At kung ikaw ay mahulog sa bangin
Ay sasaluhin kita
Do not be afraid | Didn’t you know that I’m right by your side | I will never forsake you | And if you ever fall off (a cliff) | I will catch you
This particular episode, the family was going through a rough time. Not only do they emphasize on “kapit bisig” (to show solidarity as a whole) together as a family, they make it known that the Lord will always take care and provide for them.
But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. – Philippians 4:19
The Lord chose me before I chose Him. He knew how everything was going to play out before I even had the time to start discerning about it. He will take care of me, and my family. Because He loves me. Our God loved us first and He wouldn’t bring us to where we are without taking care of the people we love most.
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” – Philippians 4:6-7
Lord, I trust in You.
