Half full

My heart and my family life have gone through some major bumps this past month. I cried out to God wondering why this was all happening just before entering SHOUT. I did not want to be burdened and bothered going into it. It’s as if all the issues that my heart and mind were dealing with were emptying the Lord’s light in me. There was something so surreal during SHOUT that I have never allowed myself to encounter before. I stayed silent and allowed Him to speak to me. Before I knew it, God started filling me up with an overwhelming amount of peace and understanding. He held me up and would not let me fall.  I don’t know how to explain the change inside of me. I am very aware that I am not the same person that I was 2 weeks ago.

Let your troubles go. Do not burden yourself with matters of this world. Do you not trust in Me? I have great plans for you. You know in your heart already that all you need to do is to surrender and trust. Your heart is being prepared for something greater. You know this. So why do you worry and doubt? Place your heart in My hands. Fear not. You are never alone. Let go of the bitterness and hate that has consumed you. I made you to love. 

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Ch'lex

Hello! My name is Alexis Paguio, but everyone calls me Ch'lex. Made to serve the greater mission beyond waters. The year to love more than ever.