Man…Still in California as our Western North American Conference has just wrapped up this past weekend.
I didn’t expect this trip to feel so personal especially as the lead up to this entire thing was so last second/unplanned and was so frustrating/filled with anxiety at times.
So yeah, first off Praise God always.
Secondly, this trip has pushed me to my limits in being able to acknowledge a lot of my faults as a servant/brother/friend etc etc. I can sense that the Lord is definitely molding my life again in a very clear and specific way.
Long story short, I realize that I am actually fearful. Fearful to find out the fullest capacity in which the Lord can work through me. Fearful to find out what my calling to my vocation is even though I’ve been open to everything/anything that has came my way.
Like I said, Praise God.
If there is something I learned that will be apart of my “Love Revolution”..it is that…
It starts by giving the Lord the opportunity to work in the most uncomfortable moments in my life. To really let go.
I have a few days left here. I want to speak more with You. What is it You want me to find?
Pray for me. I feel uneasy. I’ll definitely be praying for all of you who read this.
Deo Gloria