Over the weekend I was able and blessed to goto the “Come and See” that my Archdiocese held. I was coming in with opened heart and being so opening to anything the Lord has for me for my future vocation. I would never have thought the Lord would lead me to the something else. I was opened if the Lord called me to priesthood. But on the first day he really pulled my heart towards the vocation of marriage. But the crazy thing is he left it as that and did not tell me anything after.
For the rest of the weekend he started to affirm me of why I am in the Mission Volunteer and how I should be discerning about Full Time Pastoral Worker. Last 8 months has been the hardest for me to discern. And my future in the program was truly affected and was thinking of leaving many times. But you know what I have learn from the Come and See is… Sacrifice/Sorrow is the only way we learn and find joy in the Lord and for myself to go through that just means he is making me a better version of me.
Let’s say I am more focused on what the Lord is calling me to do now. And that is…
Discernment of Full Time Pastoral Work.
Praying about the Vocation of Marriage.