A loss

This week has been such a busy week. Not only service but dealing with the loss of my grandma. I knew it was coming soon but I guess I wasn’t ready to deal with it.

I was not worried about myself but the rest of my family. Especially my dad and my uncles and aunties… It really it me when we had the viewing of my grandma with my family. At that moment I was standing near the casket and looking and not moving… Seeing everyone going up and saying they last words to her totally pulled my heart to another level. It was time for me to really think of what I love about my grandma and reflect on what she meant to me. I am truly grateful for such an amazing gift God has given me and she was one amazing grandma. As the last goodbyes happened. I planned to be the last one in the room to pray with Her one last time. And decided to giver her my favorite medallion of Saint John Paul II and said my last goodbye. Idk how to feel or what to say… But this!

Thank you grandma for all the good times we had  together and there was never any bad moments. And being so loving, caring, obedient, and mother to anyone and everyone. I can’t wait to see you in heaven! Love your grandson Ambrose!!!