Something I find difficult to deal with sometimes (I’m sure everyone can relate to) is not just being able to face reality, but to live in it.
What do you mean by that?
Well, allow to share real quick.
I had a very personal conversation that lead me to be very vulnerable and allowed my heart to be seen from a mile away. God knew my desire, He’s heard the same prayers for years, and yeah, it just didn’t happen the way my heart was desiring.
At first it wasn’t too bad, because I was taught and had previously reflected that God will always have the better plan. That our suffering does not go unseen but in fact is planned so we may be filled with greater graces. I told myself everything was going to be okay, that I can face reality and carry this new cross in my life.
Truth is, it was easy to say, easy to convince my mind that I could face the new reality but it turned out very quickly, that I couldn’t convince my heart that I could live with this new cross.
Ever felt that way before?
If you have, or still having trouble living with the reality or position that God has placed you in, maybe this small compilation of reflections could help you as it is helping me.
First off, Praise God. Where we are tested, where we suffer, is where God plans to fully allow us to realize we simply need to cling to Him for hope, faith, love.
This new cross you are carrying isn’t just 2 pieces of wood. This cross carries the victory of the Lord in our lives that we are giving up what we want, for what He needs. The crosses we carry in our lives are reminders of the eternal victory ahead. Be proud of the cross you carry…because it carries the love of the Lord and the reminder that we trust Him 100 percent despite our own suffering.
When you look at the cross, you see a glimpse of true love. What better way to bear that cross in your life then to look at it with love.
Defend your prayer time.
So yeah, easier said than done. I found that out real quick in the last few weeks. Stay positive, keep praying. Keep choosing Christ because when we choose Him, we choose true love.
Pray for me as I journey from the beginning.
Long live Christ the King
Amen!